by J.R.
Some might think this is not the case but I find it extremely hard to leave people. Also, it is extremely hard for me to deal with the fact that someone who was important is not going to be a part of my life anymore. It is one part of my life I can never… Continue reading 2022
And I changed and you changed and that is what I was told. There is no use in denying the fact that it is an absolute truth. Change is the only constant thing. You know the hardest part is not the change but accepting it. The very fact that things have changed and people have changed… Continue reading Change
I noticed the fluttering pages of the diary on the table. It revealed several pages I had written to you over a certain period of time. I had tried to make sense and put it out there on the papers that were once blank. And then this thought crossed my mind that my letters, notes,… Continue reading Pages
And then it dawned on me that you can be the stupidest person on this earth. Well, I won't talk much but I will let you know that I am going through one of the shitiest times of my life. And I just realized that I am one of the stupidest people to exist. I… Continue reading Losing
A flag on the top floorA pigeon in the small opening of a wallAnd an absence The newspaper on the tableAn open windowAnd an uncapped pen A cup with stainsCoffee that is dryAnd a lampAnd an absence A single bedWrinkled sheetsA pillow on the floorAnd an absence An ashtray on the corner tableUnlit cigaratteAnd an… Continue reading Absence
Ma'am if you happen to read this then consider it a miracle. I saw you the other day when I was in the auto. You were in a Honda Civic the car I liked very much. Some other gentleman drove the car while you looked at something, your expressions were blank and I hate to… Continue reading Woman in a car
There is a pit, a very deep and dark pit. You are falling into it and no one knows what's at the bottom or even if there is a bottom or an end to it. Anyway, let us for now assume there is a bottom. You will now ask me what is it? Is it… Continue reading Bounce back
I don't want you to go But yet we must say Our goodbyes If we want out lives To pass,I need to let go Just because you don't Want to hold on
The nights That are dark Are also Full of secrets And pain The nights That are silent Have witnessed Cries and tears And pain The nights Aren't as silent As you think They are They are Full of secrets And happiness and pain.
I am that type of a person who generally doesn't smile,and many people have told me so.I know this is bad and it should be changed.Even a school kid passing on the street asks me "aap haste nahi ho kya?"(You don't smile?). And I also happen to focus on negative things,which results in over thinking.I… Continue reading Smiling more is good.
Thoughts of a Crooked Mind 